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[therumjournals]

I had a dream about ZQ last night. At first it was awesome, and then it was so not. I don't remember all the details, but basically I was in Paris or some European city, and I was trying to "run into" Zach. I saw him sitting at a table outside in a square, so I walked over near him and pretended to try to take a picture of myself in front of this beautiful building. He saw me and, gentleman that he is, got up and offered to take a picture of me in front of it. Then we started chatting and he was all smiley and he basically invited me to come back to his room (okay, it was for sex...look, it was my dream!). He wanted to give me his number, so I opened my backpack to get out a piece of paper and I mentioned something about, like, seat 23F - which was the seat that he had been in on his flight to Europe. Then he noticed that inside my backpack I had a ticket for that same flight, and all this other stalkery stuff about where he was going to be, and it was so obvious that I was just totally stalking him and he got really pissed, and then I woke up. And I was SO SAD because OMG we were almost friends, and it was ruined! I woke up thinking, "wow, that was a nightmare!"

Um...I'm not sure I want to know what this dream says about me...

Comments

[zjofierose.livejournal.com]

omg, that's HILARIOUS. i'm sorry if that's mean of me, but that's SO funny. i've totally had versions of that dream!

i think it means you want to be friends and are afraid of being a stalker, bb. :)

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

LOL i'm glad to hear i'm not the only one! personally, i think it means i want to be more than friends and i'm afraid of being caught being a stalker ;-)

[bandearg-rois.livejournal.com]

I agree. Seems that you're worried about the stalker aspect and are overstressing about it.

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

less stressing, more stalking. got it. ;-)

[bandearg-rois.livejournal.com]

that was... exactly what I meant XD

[amine-eyes.livejournal.com]

Same with them bb :) It just means that you want to be friends, but you're worried about how you'll go about it :) Learn to be more sneaky, that'll help :D

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

yeah, seriously. my dream self was just a dumb stalker, that was the problem!

[ladyblahblah.livejournal.com]

Awww, this was both adorable and horrifying because I can imagine it so clearly. :lol: *cuddles you* And I agree that it sounds like you're worried about coming across as a crazed stalker if you ever meet him for realsies. Which I'm sure you would not, for the record. -_-

Also, I think your subconscious is trying to hit that. Which . . . well. Can't really blame you. XD

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

Well, so far so good, since I did kinda meet him (http://therumjournals.livejournal.com/86162.html) twice (http://therumjournals.livejournal.com/97773.html), and he TOTALLY DIDN'T KNOW!

And dude...my conscious is trying to hit that. My subconscious just totally knows I want to be a stalker...

[halfbreedchild.livejournal.com]

Sorry, but the "we we almost friends" part made me choke on my roast beef sandwich.

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

BUT IT FELT SO REAL!

[adoorhasopened.livejournal.com]

OMG, I have dreamed this scenario before too! Probably because I fantasize on a daily basis about how I can insert myself into his life so we can be besties.

CREEPER FO LIFE.

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

seriously. how CAN we make that happen? ;-) CLEARLY, WE FIRST TAKE THE PLANE TICKETS OUT OF THE BACKPACK.

[adoorhasopened.livejournal.com]

We'll move to LA and open up a pet store/grooming shop in Silverlake called Noah's. He will become intrigued and have to come in. This is when you hit 'em with your adorbs pugs. And then because we are both so charming and hilarious he decides he wants us all to go on doggie dates.

No, I haven't thought about this scenario a million times before...

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD.

I NOW HAVE A NEW DAYDREAM FOREVER.

we ARE so charming and hilarious (but really, i think it's the pugs that would do it ;-)

THIS IS THE BEST IDEA ON EARTH.

[ewinfic.livejournal.com]

I'VE BEEN HAVING UNCOMFORTABLE DREAMS ABOUT HIM TOO, LATELY. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING? WHYYYYY?

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

the worst part was that he kind of seemed disappointed...like he was excited ...and then he was really bummed to find out his new friend was a stalker :-( I'M SORRY I LET YOU DOWN, DREAM!ZACH!

[orphica.livejournal.com]

I hate when initially great dreams go sour :/

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

isn't it the worst?

[lousy-science.livejournal.com]

*outs on Freud beard* it's catharsis - you ran through the whole gamut of emotions around him, yeah? From the best to the worst; it's like your brain gave the whole spectrum of ZQ-related feelings an airing, in one intense burst. I wouldn't necessarily attach 'meaning' to it other than - these are the potential feelings available to you (not just for ZQ), here's a practice run, for kicks.
*takes off Freud beard* So in your dream, what was he wearing?

[therumjournals.livejournal.com]

thanks, Freud! sounds good to me :-D

oh man, i don't remember what he was wearing! argh!