Awww, this was both adorable and horrifying because I can imagine it so clearly. :lol: *cuddles you* And I agree that it sounds like you're worried about coming across as a crazed stalker if you ever meet him for realsies. Which I'm sure you would not, for the record. -_-

Also, I think your subconscious is trying to hit that. Which . . . well. Can't really blame you. XD